Deep Blue Sea

How can I say goodbye when my anchor has not come afloat?

I lost my mind a while ago
Left it back at a familiar place
A place where "we" were born
The place where "we" last met

My life was filled with anxiety.
I couldn't even find my way home.
Yet, you strolled in here with such subtle confidence.
You robbed me of my hesitation.
Replaced it with dreams of a promise land.

When others aim their guns at me,
You stood as my shield
Bold and unwavering, confident...
Trusting the power of your love

I lost my mind a while ago
Left it back at a familiar place
A place where "we" were born
The place where "we" last met

When others tried to rock your boat
I stood firm as your anchor
Leaving an unmoved boat
A boat which can't float

I held you down with blood and iron
I had forgotten what it all meant
I had lost sight of your butterfly wings
I had lost sight of you in this deep blue sea

I lost my heart a while ago
Left it back at a familiar place
A place where "we" were born
The place where "we" last met

How can I say goodbye when my heart remains in yours?