Thursday, March 31, 2011

Magical Land Behind Your Eyes

My eyes are tired
I've been staring at my phone
for way too long now...
I just want to hear your call

I force myself to stay awake
I need you to be by my side
so I wouldn't have to be alone
under this cold cold blanket

Let me put my hand around your waist
Give me a chance
to kiss you on the lips
as I hold you from behind

This might all sound like a fantasy
It might as well be
Cause I couldn't imagine myself this addicted
to such a pretty voice

Lets live this fantasy together
let me be your shining white knight
I'll save you from this reality
You will always be in my dreams

Monday, March 07, 2011

Grey Skies

There comes a time
when the sky seems grey
when the empty streets seem endless

There comes a time
when it's lonely even when you're not alone
when all you see are shadows even when there is light

There comes a time
when life trips you over and you land on your face
when people have nothing nice to say

There comes a time
when smoking a cigarette just isn't enough
when alcohol can't take away the pain

There comes a time
when your heart tears apart
when your feet can't walk the talk

There comes a time
when you're just tired of everything
when all you want is to give up

But even leafless trees live through harsh winters
even a fish can live beneath 6 feet of ice
All might seem lost
But it's just frozen in frost

Sunday, March 06, 2011

I Hear it All

I hear everything. The winter's wind blowing against the concrete walls that surround this stagnant world of mine, with you as it's center. The undying clock on my wall, ticking away toward the time where I can hold you once again; this time, I won't be able to let go. The clustered thoughts I have of work, classes, home and a future; every one of which overshadowed by the beautiful voice of a girl from what I can only presume to be a dream. Your voice echoes in my head gently like a caressing hand on my cheek. I can hear it all;

The way you say "Hello"
the way you say "Dear"
the way you say "I hate you"
the way you say "I love you"

I can hear everything from
"yoooo" said with such a cute tone
to "hao" when you listen to what I have to say...

It is hard to understand why I hear so much of your voice even when you're not here. Your voice is all I have and it's worth more than you can imagine. Its almost like an endless addiction; the constant urge to hear anything and everything you have to say. But, still, I want more than just to hear your voice. I want what I can't have yet, but I have what I never thought I could have had...you.