What I Want...

I want to hold your hands

so much that I'm afraid I might never let go

I want to feel your hands

holding my cheeks in your palms

I want to hug you tight

so tight that I'm afraid you might suffocate

I want to feel your skin

under my sheets every night

I want to kiss your lips

so sweet that I'm afraid you might get sick

I want to kiss you all the time

and your lip is just the start

I want to feel your warmth

so much that I'm afraid of this cold lonely night

I want to make you feel the warmth

just like eating an apple pie

I want to hear your voice

so much that I'm afraid I might have nothing to say

I want to hear that all-so-cute laugh you have

still just as cute even when we're in bed

I want to feel your cheeks

so much that I'm afraid I might squeeze it red

I want to feel your cheeks

even more if its from the inside

I want to feel you

so much that I'm afraid I... will be afraid

I want to feel you

every single inch of you

I will always love you

so much that I'm afraid you might never understand

I will always miss you

Both physically and emotionally

I will always want you

for all that you are; even more for all that you aren't

I will always be there for you

beside you and inside you

So hold me in your heart;

Hug me in your sleep;

Kiss me in your dreams;

Remember the warmth;

and I'll remember your voice;

the sweetness from your cheeks;

Can you feel me inside you sweetie?